Stryker Boh

Kleenex: It feels good to feel. O_o

I sit here after work... you sleep behind me. Happiness. Not that you're sleeping--but that you exist.

So yeah... went out with Sscott and Deb tonight.... 'twas fun. went to Houlihans and had drinks served by a really annoying loud twitchy server girl that wasn't good at her job. Sill, I spent 50+ on scott and I's drinks... he had... umm... a few octoberfest samuel adams beers, I had 2 starbursts and 4 chocolate martinis. I don't like chocolate, but chocolate martinis are good. I wish Iactually had a buzz to show for it, but I'm just semi-feeling good. emphasis on the "semi". *sigh* ah well. lefe goes on. off to play WoW and pretend I have a real life.

Soooo... last night was teh suck. I stocked a whole shitload of crap at damn near what used to be my old normal speed--which is way faster than my poor body can run nowadays. I hurt. Add to that the fact that 2 hours than one hour added together equal the amount of sleep my damn body let me have yesterday. Grrr. Now, after getting 3 hours today before having to get up to pick someone up, I'm awake again. Pray for sleepiness to set in at a decent amount of time before work.

Soooo... yeah. Long time no talkey.

Note to anyone that has tried to contact me at all: I've been in "withdraw from the world" mode. Hell, I haven't even answered calls from my family. Dunno why. Just felt like I needed some "me time" to veg out and not worry about anything/anyone but myself. I'm slowly coming out of it, but I'm not out of the woods yet. :-P

Anyways, update on my life:

I'm single again. have been for a few months now. I'm okay with that--I'm the one that made the decision (big surprise there, eh?) and contrary to popular belief with my relationships, it was NOT because I had another girl lined up. I can exist on my own. I have before--I will again most likely. I'm good like that. Lately my life has revolved around a few major things. Work, which has royally SUCKED lately. I had one firing, one transfer, one "moving to california" (damn him for getting there before me. I wanna go), one guy cut down to 3 days a week instead of 5, and one who has had some other-job and family related issues that have caused him to not be there more than one day a week for the past 3 weeks--if that. All of this happened within a two-week span. Yeah, so that was teh suck. It's still teh suck. My body hurts. My muscles are throbbing on a constant basis and I've woken up because I hurt too much. So yeah... notsomuch on the liking the new thing with work. I did get night manager about the same time that I became single, which is a goodness for the pocketbook, but that also means that the responsibility of getting all the work done falls on me... I HAVE to make sure, and this is why I hurt. On a good note with that--I've started dreaming again. can't remember them too long after I wake up, but the dreams are there. This is a goodness. I don't remember the last time I was regularly remembering dreaming. In fact, before this last week, I don't remember the last time I dreamed period. Anyways... what else am I doing with my life? One word: WOW. It's in all caps for a reason. World Of Warcraft is a great addiction. Very VERY in-depth game that is fun and interesting to play. I've been spending countless hours on it hiding from the real world. If anyone plays WOW and wants to contact me get on the Sargeras server and look for people in the guild "Liberi Nox Nocti" and ask if they've seen me. That's the "house guild" for the apartment. my "main" is a 56 mage named "Burninated", but I also have a 41 warlock (Thoraken), a 27 warrior (Words), a 14 druid (Werecow), a 21 shaman (Sorkah), a "bank" that sells stuff in the auction house for my characters (Trog) and a few other characters that I don't really care too much about so I won't mention. Other than that, my life has been.... living. I went through a financial dearth last moth as a result of paying off bills that I said I'd pay off because I was trying to be nice.... I probably shouldn't have said that, but eh.... I did, and I'm over it and I should start being a lot more financially stable now. Okay... I think I'm done for now with the whole updatey thing. ciao!

Your Linguistic Profile::

70% General American English

15% Yankee

10% Dixie

0% Midwestern

0% Upper Midwestern

Apparantly I'm NOT midwestern. go figger. Hell, I'm more DIXIE than that and I've never lived in the south!

Thirsty Kitty Only cat I know that LOVES blue kool-aid.

spent most of the morning tossing and turning... got up to go to the bathroom around noonish and realized why as I walked back through the bedroom. I told Rhonda I wouldn't post a picture of her sleeping with her mouth all hanging open on the internet... buuuuuut.... this isn't her sleeping with her mouth all hanging open. This is a picture of her sleeping with a big erased-out white spot where her head should be. That follow the rules, right? hehehe. Anyways... off to the rest of my attempting to sleep.

Damn Discovery channel and their cool programming with good cgi documentaries on ice age wildlife. Damn them all to HELL! I'm SO supposed to be sleeping right now!

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Very High
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Extreme
Level 7 (Violent)	Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Extreme
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Very High

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

Okay, got a poll here.

Scenario: Your sister is in town from California. Your girlfriend has had a bad toothache for the last 24 hours. She (your girlfriend) goes out shopping with her sister in-law. While she is shopping you make plans to meet your sister for dinner then to take her to your dad's house that he's building and show her around. (mind you--this is all PURELY hypothetical) On the way to dinner your girlfriend calls and informs you that she's in a LOT of pain (first time she's called you since she left) and that she called her dentist and her dentist set her up with some antibiotics and prescription painkillers but if it gets too bad she might have to go to the emergency room. You say ok and tell her you hope it gets better. While walking up to the place you're going to eat your girlfriend calls you and informs you that she is going to go to the emergency room. What would YOU do. I know what I did... but what would the general populace that reads my journal do? Keep in mind you only see your sister like 2 or 3 times a year and it's a toothache--not a life-threatening injury.

Poll #620722 what would you do?
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 11

What would you do?

Eh... So how are things?

Really? That good?

Uh huh. Yeah. I understand.

So I've been avoiding this whole "post on LJ" thing for a while... not sure ALL the reasons, but whateva. I guess I just don't wanna be one of those people that get on and post things like "I burped today, but no one was around so I guess I shouldn't be embarassed, but I still am." Yeah, I hate those type of posthOrs. I also don't want to use this as my "bitching post" to post about problems in my life, which I have some (who doesn't), but most of them are directly results of poor decisions on my part and most I could fix with a simple "I'm done" or something of the nature. but yeah... won't go into that, either.

Things I've done recently:
I realized I needed to finally go pay for my tags renewal. Ok, so maybe I knew it already, but it was enforced by the pretty flashy lights behind my truck and the little "ok, sign here" that I had to do. But when I went and actually paid for my tags they dismissed the charges (and the no insurance 'cuz I didn't have the nifty little card on me) so it was ok.

I ate at Jonny Cascone's tonight. Chicken Marsala. It was good, but Italian. I love italian food... and Mexican food... buuuuut.... all Rhonda will eat is Perkins, Italian or Mexican. Mainly Italian. Pizza, pasta, bread and the like is my diet, as it is her diet. **sigh** Yeah, so getting really tired of it. I love all sorts of foods. I'm beginning to lose my appetite completely 'cuz I don't want to taste the same type of food any more. This is not a good thing. I don't need to lose weight. At all. SHE might... she weighs like 30 or 40 more than I do and is kinda short. Example: we went to a bar nearby for taco teusdays earlier this week. I just wanted the 50 cent tacos. She decided we should get potato skins, too. (they're fried--she likes fried foods, too) Yes, I ate some--they were there. After those we got tacos. I ate two. She ate FOUR. come on... there's a point where you look at the food and decide ya don't really need it, isn't there?
ok sorry switched to bitching. I'll stop.

Ummm... I got Civ IV!! YAY!! (I already posted about that, but now I've played it after a big headache with installing it and re-installing everything on my computer, etc.

Ooohhh! I got a digital camera a few weeks back! First picture I took with it? ummm... yeah.... What seems to be my favorite picture subject. heh. So it's hard to take pictures of yourself above your beltline, ok? I won't post those pics... I promise. hehe.

Okey dokey... I think that's all fer now. Back to pretending to do homework! Yay!

*happy Civ IV dance*
Brian's interaction with the world around him is about to dwindle to a mere glimmer of what it used to be... Civ IV is now in my possession. *GLEE!!!* Consequently, I will most likely be playing quite a bit of my new game 'cuz it rawks. The only issue I have is that I got a collector's edition... and the "technology tree" thingy is in freakin' FRENCH! Everything else is in English, but the stupid technology tree map is in french!! WTF? ah well... I have the game... it's pretty.... off to play some.

Side note-ish... random journal reading got me a new friend... she's hot, she lives in Alabama and her journal is a freakin' great read.

*scampers off to play Civ IV*

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